Alone once again,

Salutations, It appears when it comes too "friends" its a "very high" investment cost, over a year of socialization time, significant financial input and I can already tell the signs of them slowly drifting away, removing me from there exsistance, Not that I can say I truly blame them, I am a very flawed person, I predict after march I will no longer have any interaction with them. Yet I trudge on and attempt too take this shit tastic path of social interaction once again, Maybe this time it will be different. However this has taught me one very vital lesson, a person is only as good as there last action. You can't trust any of them no matter what, The only people who truely ever have your back are your own kin, of blood, soul and essense. Never open up too anyone, the second you do you are setting yourself up for being stabled. I was actually starting too believe there may be some good decent people in the world. That is there trap they try too get you. I wish you all now what I will consider my ultimate blessing gift and curse, May whatever you send out in too the universe that is precived by others be returned you too three times thrice.